The Grace Lee Project
Growing up in
Missouri, Grace Lee developed a strong sense of her uniqueness.
There weren't many Asians, particularly Koreans, in her town and
that was reflected in a comparable absence of media images.
Lee eventually
wound up studying film at UCLA and work took her to San Francisco
and New York where she wasn't so much in the minority. In fact,
she began to meet people who grew up with, went to school or had
a neighbor named Grace Lee. It developed into a bizarre running
gag. It was as if destiny or another unseen force had decreed that
anyone sharing her name was nice, studious and played the violin.
"It was
a little strange that people seemed to be describing the same person,"
she says. "But despite the fact that all these people were
well liked, no one seemed to know what happened to them. It was
as if they existed for a short period of time and then disappeared.
I started to fantasize about them and spin these strange scenarios
in my head. But it was more amusement than obsession. I was curious
about what we shared and what made us different."
In 2002 she
directed the fiction short Barrier Device that starred Sandra
Oh. The acclaim and attention it received opened a lot of doors
and opportunities. And whenever one of her projects got bogged down
in the development process she would joke that she was going to
go off and do a film about all those Grace Lees she had heard about
rather than wait around for financing or casting.
In fact, she
had kicked around that idea as far back as 2000. But the diminutive
filmmaker seemed to regard it as a slim gag without much to sustain
more than a vignette. The very prospect of such a personal documentary
seemed narcissistic to a degree that filled her with dread.
"It just
wouldn't go away. The idea haunted me and when you have this kernel
of an idea in your mind that long, you start to see it develop in
a lot of different ways," she observes. "I thought this
is about identity. Who am I and who are all these people that share
the same name? They can't all be brilliant and forgettable. Some
of them have got to be losers."
She credits
Grace Lee Boggs; an Asian activist working in the African American
community as the person that finally inspired her to make The
Grace Lee Project. She began combing through telephone directories
and putting out searches on the Internet. It didn't take long for
her namesakes to make their presence felt. She'd go out on weekends
and film one of the numerous Grace Lees and the process went
on for more than a year while she balanced it with work for hire.
Though she interviewed
a Mexican American Grace Lee, eventually she chose to focus
exclusively on Asians. Several dozen are featured in the film and
while they resemble the stereotype on the surface, digging just
a little bit uncovered their individuality.
While the process
of making and shaping the film obviously provided the filmmaker
with some answers and an entertaining and informative film, it wasn't
exactly a cathartic experience.
"I think
I can move on," she says with a laugh. "This is something
that can be discussed endlessly. There was a point where I realized
I'd taken it as far as I could and that's when I decided to stop.
I knew this had to be told with humor or the points would never
come across and if someone wants to pick it up from there I feel
the film succeeded."